Getting back into blogging

It's been a while since I've done any blogging. I used to a lot on MySpace, but everyones on Facebook now and no one blogs there. But I still have the occassional urge to jot down something whimsical that might pop into my head, and where better to do it than here? The only thing is - will anyone be listening? Will this part-time vocation fulfill the narcicist in me who craves attention, longs for the massess to realise that there I AM THE UNDISCOVERED TALENT of 21st century Berkshire? Fuck knows, but I guess I have to start somewhere. So here goes, a little about me....

I'm a cunt. A wretched, vile dispicable excuse for a human being. I've stolen from my grandmas wallet at my grandfathers funeral. I've cheated on every woman who's ever loved me. I'm an ex crack and heroin addict. I once gave a guy his first bit of heroin - two years later he died of an overdose. I am incapable of the emotion of love....

I'm also a nice guy. I volunteer with an alcohol support group. I'm generally well liked by people (with some notable exceptions). I helped change a bit of derelict land into a community garden. I actively try to do my bit to make society better.

So why am I telling you this? Well, until recently I was working in addiction treatment (helping junkies, if you prefer). The thing was, I was doing a fair bit of recreational drug abuse on the side. I got caught, I lost my job. Can't really complain. But this has left me thinking about my life. About my mistakes and successes, about what to do now. My mum says I should find something in life other than drugs, so why not write....

So what can you expect to hear from me in the future? Well, I'll try not to be too cliche (how do you put that funny thing above the "e" in "cliche"?) about it all, so hopefully not too many rants about everyday annoyances or my political opinions (for those that care, anarchist or nihilist - I've yet to decide....). Expect some humour, some mysanthropy and the occasional shocking true story....